Another week with no hours from Wendy's. So I've applied as a student janitor at the school's recreation center. I don't mind cleaning bathrooms and locker rooms too much. I personally prefer it to working with food and/or customers. I'm not exactly the best person for customer service (unless its with coffee). I should know within the next week or so if I get hired or not. I hope I do, cause I hate Wendy's...
Other than that, not a whole lot is going on. Other than hanging out with Rachel, I've been feeling pretty anti-social recently. I've just
been hanging out at home a lot and just... being. I feel sorta bad for my friends cause I haven't spoken to a good number of them for around a week or so. I dunno... I'm just, bleh. I sometimes tend to deal with stress by just shutting myself out from everything and everyone except for 1 or 2 people and just stay that way for a while. I had the urge to smoke again yesterday, but was able to suppress it... Hopefully I can continue to suppress it. I really want a punching bag... I have all this tension and anger that I want to get out but can't get out by just exercising. And I have a feeling that if I just let loose on a punching bag for 30 minutes or so, I will just be A-OK.
Starting to look at graduate schools on the west coast. Maybe Portland or Seattle... Part of me is even thinking Vancouver, but I really don't want to have to pay international fees. So maybe I'll just move out to the Seattle area, work for a year, get state citizenship, and then apply to grad school (much cheaper). La...
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You really that PO'd at your family?
what do you mean? if its about seattle, i've been planning on moving to the west coast for some time now
Not just that.
you need a better way to vent your anger than a punching bag or the urge to smoke. the smoking is disgusting and do something productive like go for a run or go work out to focus your anger on something useful.
this is coming from someone who used to have a horrid temper and lack of patience.....
just sayin.
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